Thursday, September 18, 2014

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Give Me - The Divine Mystery


Seemingly we saw
Eye to eye
Now I find all my
Attempts at communication
Deemed unworthy
Of garnering reply
Nevermind the bother
The fears of those who saw her
Open and exposed
While fully clothed
Sheathed and wreathed
In truth untimely
Too soon to name
No one wins this game
Of cold shoulders
Shrugging away chances
At intensifying
These tango dances
Quick on their feet
These minds meet
Without time to pause
For a shared cause
An even exchange

Revelations uprooted
Before they could grow
Gumption
Learning to function
As whole entities
The ego says let go
I need no
Other spirit to survive
So full in and of myself
Nothing matters, no one else
Progress will stagnate
With those who fail
To relate

Bodhisattva
Teach me
Of the divine mystery
In the grand scheme of things
Give me the joy
Appreciation and love bring
Goals worthy
Of accomplishing
Ideas and dreams shared
Frequencies dared
To humble
Releasing fears of distance
Dread of failure
A new composition
Good premonition
Felt within
Now can begin
The path from exile
Traversing this track
There’s no looking back
Without retrospect
No regret
These lessons are worthy
Of the pain
These lessons are worthy
Of the time
The full time taken to learn
All these unspoken, related themes
Connecting things
Mirroring
The drive
To keep ourselves alive
Growing consistently
Bodhisattva
You and me


(9/3/2009)

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Enveloped


I, I want to be excited,
I want to be enthralled-
I want to breathe life in,
And taste it with my all-
And waste it not at all
And I can feel her inside-
More alive than I remember before,
More intrinsic to my being
More casual than debating
New thoughts I'd tried erasing
New levels I've found elating,
New revelations- no more waiting!
Live without a known rating,
Live I continue creating
Live for the knowledge I'm currently baiting
Enveloped by the love I see-
Enveloped by the breeze around me,
Enveloped by the light and the energy
Home where ever I may be,
Home alone going crazy
Home is a residence inside me
Why don't you come along, I'm sure you'll see-
Why, it's high time you felt free
Why, how should it ought to be?
I don't always make perfect sense-
I don't always act so dense,
I don't always pattern the rhyme
But I always try to have a good time
But I always try to save my, or your
Butt, I into conversations-
Speaking about lost nations,
Speaking about new excitations
Speaking with interesting relations
Not knowing what will happen next-
Not knowing where the mystery will lead me,
Not knowing the gist of your mystery
Finding relief in breathing-
Finding freedom in movement-
Finding ecstasy in dreams
Looking at the world in new reverie,
Looking at myself quite differently
Looking to understand everything-
Behind what you say to me,
Behind me in my memory
Behind my assurance
Ahead in the distance
A head in the clouds-
Ahead of the crowds

3/2004


Thursday, July 3, 2014

New Soundcloud - Hear me out!

I started a soundcloud! A. Bougie - Acapella playlist - I only have a few Acapella tracks recorded a few years back in mono right now but I'll try to get some better quality tracks up soon, including some from my latest performance at Cosmic Alignment Festival of the Arts!

#TBT #ThrowBackThursday

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Enjoy The Ride


Unsure of where the road
Will take me
But I know
Where I want to go
Still learning how
To draw the map
Attaining skills
I sometimes lack
The courage
To step up
Instead of backward
Now I have learned
To not fear failure
So much as to not try
If needed I'll find
My hidden strength
Stored and waiting
To be drawn upon
In thanks I will
Appreciate
Each small grace
As it takes place
And experience
All feeling
Unabashed
Grateful
To have
Every moment
I'm given
A choice
I choose
To enjoy
The ride


© 7/31/2008 Amber Morgaine Bougie
 (From the 'Energy Joins All' collection)

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

On the 11th Day (of playing trombone)


Aloha Friends- 
I have made the best crazy decision of my life & bought a trombone even though I'd never played a brass instrument before... 
Now I am in love!!!
At first I sounded like someone doing bad things to an elephant, but now I'm starting to get the hang of it!!

Friday, March 15, 2013

Sunrise Along the Riverside


Seeing the sun rise
From along the riverside
A new crescent moon
Riding high
Still up in the sky
Periwinkle pale-yellow peach
As the sun begins its' reach
To come upon
True dawn
The risen river rushes
Reflecting




Poem © A. Bougie  5/2/2008
P
ainting © A. Bougie - December 2012 
acrylic and watercolor on 12" x 16" canvas panel

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Mooladhara Chakra Infinity

If you look inward you will not find an end. There is no seperation from source to root.
-November 2012-
Original design,  acrylic on bristol board.

Friday, December 21, 2012

Ever The Same - I Tell You - Commutate - The Divine Aligned - Please Take Flight

Energy Joins All



Original Artwork by - Amber Morgaine Bougie
Acrylic Paint on Canvas - November 2012

The symbol which makes the focal point on this piece I first drew one night over 10 years ago and have come to call Eidjah. It means to me something akin to my view on God. My belief is that everything in existence is energy- all that is, was and will be. This energy which is everlasting, is ever evolving and is something of which we are all equal parts of.  This energy is divine, it flows from the source within us all and is joined together inextricably in what we call the cosmos.

I shortened this meaning to make the title of my 2nd collection of poetry-     "Energy Joins All"

Here is a 5 poem sampler from "Energy Joins All" I find poignant for the spirit of the journeys I see being tread today...

Ever the Same

Wanting more
I saw less
Advancing ideas
Erupting from your mind
Stagnation and denial
Centers of comfort
Blanket your ambition
To grow
For it is easier 
Not to know
Than give in
To the wonder
Of mysteries
Beyond ourselves
Or pre-conceptions
On the depth
Of the well
And your inept ability
To see
Spectrums unfathomed
Unfolding within
Your sub-conscious untold
Fragments forming
A fragile pile
Of excuses
Probable explanations
Reasons to remain
Undeveloped, and
Ever the same

(2010)



I Tell You

I tell you it’s
Unwise
Living these
Half-hearted
Lives
I tell you I
Despise
Seeing those
Half-open
Eyes

I tell you to
Wake-up
There’s no chance
No time to
Make-up
Any chances you
Pass-by
So be
Alive
Fully open your
Half-shut
Eyes

I tell you now
That everything
Relies
Depends on your
Perspective
I tell you my
Glass is
Half-full
And filling still
By the strength
Of my will

(3/21/2008)





Commutate


The energy had been
Alternating
In and out, in
Spatters and spurts
Come around to find
In that state
Nothing really works
The time has come now
At this moment in fate
That we flick the switch
An initiative to commutate
A change over to
Inner-directed
Direct current
Ever going
On flowing
Down stream
Straight energy
This modification
Should be one of
A lasting duration

(12/22/2007)





The Divine Aligned

The time has come
To move along
Remembering
To stand tall
And remain strong
Live for today
Learning to hold
The fantasies at bay
But keep the dream alive
See the
Silver lines
That entwine
Reality
And the divine
__________

Aligned
Vibrations resounding
Surrounding
Sere tendrils
With the water
Of life
Hidden light
Bubbles forth
A silent source
The geyser
Heated by the fire
From within

(8/7/2008)




Please Take Flight

God
Please
Let me grow
Help me to know
Everything I need
In order to succeed
These otherworldly plans
I’ve made
To engage fully
My mind
Make proper use
Of time
Taking steps
On the road
The only one for me
Clearly I can see
Everything coming along
At a faster relative pace
Working toward this place
Of dreams and learning
Meditation and growth
Joy and peace
I will not release
My motivation
Or belief
Something this way comes
To some it numbs
All reason
Others awaken
Spirits formerly dormant
Opening eyes
As they realize
A full picture colored
Created
With intentions
With ideas and inventions
Kaleidoscopically
In tune with what we see
These arrays of displays
From which we must
Learn to look away
Distractions can endear
Imbibing us to fear
Our future failures
Into becoming
A reason not to try something

God
Please
Give me strength
To move away from the brink
Of desperation
Allow that I find
Sublime elation
Through my deeds
Solace in my self
Courage to uphold
My convictions
Grant me
Serenity
Humble wisdom
Based in light
As I learn
To make dreams
Take flight

(9/3/2009)





Happy Solstice 2012  - May this entrance into the new age be one done with mindfulness, and a focus on enlightening ourselves and  heightening our level of connection with the world around us. We must learn to return to a more symbiotic relationship with the environment,  as well as the people we are and affect. 

Thankfully I find ever increasing numbers of those who also realize this-

Let us remember our power now and work together in unity to co-create this new age, raising vibrations, filling it with the everlasting love & light that pours from the well within!